Blessed

I am blessed, I am blessed, I am blessed  I keep telling myself I am blessed. I am blessed that I endured and survived, At the gates of success, I arrived. I am blessed I fell a million times Yet got up a million one times. I am blessed, I am blessed, I am blessed,…

I Am My Own Worst Enemy 

Be careful of strangers they said, Be weary of men with hidden agendas, they said. But no one ever told me to be careful  Of the one in the mirror, with eyes so shameful. Be careful of the world which is so selfish and dangerous, Someone is waiting to stab you with a smile so…

The Medusa in My Head

The past not so distant from me, Overwhelms my present consternation. The Medusa whispered to me An inaudible incantation. How could the Gods punish me? For what was not meant to be … How could my love forget me? When I never asked to be free. My mood trapped in Norwegian daylight, The sun shines but the…

Thoughts

Run away, run far, far awayI tell my intrusive thoughts, I sayFly away, fly far, far awayI tell my parched soul to not go astray. Try once more, once more againTo believe, to relieve, to live once again,I beg my soul to detach from the painThe sun is so high, but trust me, it will…

The trees always smile…

Someone once told me The trees always smile you see… They don’t lie, they don’t hate, They don’t cry, they don’t berate Standing tall, standing short Rooted in one place unafraid to rot, Someone once told me The trees always smile you see… Shades of brown, green, yellow and black Fifty shades of grey is…

You

You are my most cherished dream, A safe haven, an escape from the evil realm You are my most terrifying nightmare I am certain you were never aware You made me believe I deserved love A belief that made me soar high above But then went ahead and broke my heart A conclusion I knew…

The Storm

He removed the feathers off her wings He challenged her intellect, she no longer sings He betrayed her hope, her every desire Till her heart broke, then burnt in fire Beware, be very aware the storm is coming… His eyes had a gaze that lied to her His words had a knife that pierced through…

I am…

I am dark, destitute in my emotion I am queer, a prostitute in my affliction I am chained, a soul with no heart and no dignity I am madness personified, cheating my own morality. I prefer to be hated, tortured and absolutely nothing less I want you to crush me, stab me and be painfully…

What happens next…

A glimpse in to my mind tormented by depression perhaps can help someone realize they are not alone…