They tell me to forget my Past, They say memories are not meant to last. But I remember my best self with and without tears, Buried deep within the chapters of yester years. Hope was a constant companion, I was a rockstar, a formidable champion. Now I am told to just continue onward, The Past…
The Battle of Being
I am scared, but I am brave I am sad, but I am happy. I see chaos everywhere, But I seemed to be at peace. I am living, but slowly dying I am asleep and yet I am awake. I want to run away, But I know not where to run. I am grateful for…
I Am My Own Worst Enemy
Be careful of strangers they said, Be weary of men with hidden agendas, they said. But no one ever told me to be careful Of the one in the mirror, with eyes so shameful. Be careful of the world which is so selfish and dangerous, Someone is waiting to stab you with a smile so…
The Medusa in My Head
The past not so distant from me, Overwhelms my present consternation. The Medusa whispered to me An inaudible incantation. How could the Gods punish me? For what was not meant to be … How could my love forget me? When I never asked to be free. My mood trapped in Norwegian daylight, The sun shines but the…
Thoughts
Run away, run far, far awayI tell my intrusive thoughts, I sayFly away, fly far, far awayI tell my parched soul to not go astray. Try once more, once more againTo believe, to relieve, to live once again,I beg my soul to detach from the painThe sun is so high, but trust me, it will…
I am…
I am dark, destitute in my emotion I am queer, a prostitute in my affliction I am chained, a soul with no heart and no dignity I am madness personified, cheating my own morality. I prefer to be hated, tortured and absolutely nothing less I want you to crush me, stab me and be painfully…
My Mind…
My mind is obscure, profoundly impure My heart is tormented, silent, insecure My breathing is challenged with particles of misery Searching desperately… salvation is a mystery Yet, when I am with you …when I am with you, yes when I am with you… My heart sees clarity, with unparalleled purity Your eyes, your smile, your…
I Don’t Know
I don’t know where to start I don’t know where to begin I know the end is only the beginning But I don’t know where to begin… My thoughts tell me to run away My body insists on staying this way The more I tell myself to believe The more I let my past relieve……
What happens next…
A glimpse in to my mind tormented by depression perhaps can help someone realize they are not alone…
Wish
I wish you were somewhereNot so far away, in the distanceLike the autumn leaves falling two seasons away, I’ve no patience. I wish you were somewhereBeyond my own strange existenceLike the flowers bloom in spite ofThe wind which knows no resistance. The more the days go byOne by one…I seemed to yearn for you, more…
I am my Own…
They said I was eccentric,A sordid egocentric.They said I was a total foolAn artist by choice, not a corporate mule. They said I will fail,Oh most certain to derail.Impossibly ambitious,Malicious, or even mendacious. I ignored their hostile recitals,Overlooked their prejudiced titles.Invulnerable, insusceptible, Indestructible to the core.I remained my own and promised myself to soar. One…
Kintsugi Arise 