The Past, forgotten?

They tell me to forget my Past, They say memories are not meant to last. But I remember my best self with and without tears, Buried deep within the chapters of yester years. Hope was a constant companion,  I was a rockstar, a formidable champion. Now I am told to just continue onward, The Past…

The Battle of Being

I am scared, but I am brave I am sad, but I am happy. I see chaos everywhere, But I seemed to be at peace. I am living, but slowly dying I am asleep and yet I am awake. I want to run away, But I know not where to run. I am grateful for…

Blessed

I am blessed, I am blessed, I am blessed  I keep telling myself I am blessed. I am blessed that I endured and survived, At the gates of success, I arrived. I am blessed I fell a million times Yet got up a million one times. I am blessed, I am blessed, I am blessed,…

I Am My Own Worst Enemy 

Be careful of strangers they said, Be weary of men with hidden agendas, they said. But no one ever told me to be careful  Of the one in the mirror, with eyes so shameful. Be careful of the world which is so selfish and dangerous, Someone is waiting to stab you with a smile so…

Torn

As I look across the dark sky, While I lie on the grass, I try To imagine I am with someone who cares Someone who is not caped in mysterious layers … The darkest hour of the darkest night, I am all alone, no one in sight. The twilight areas of my mind are awake,…

The Medusa in My Head

The past not so distant from me, Overwhelms my present consternation. The Medusa whispered to me An inaudible incantation. How could the Gods punish me? For what was not meant to be … How could my love forget me? When I never asked to be free. My mood trapped in Norwegian daylight, The sun shines but the…

Thoughts

Run away, run far, far awayI tell my intrusive thoughts, I sayFly away, fly far, far awayI tell my parched soul to not go astray. Try once more, once more againTo believe, to relieve, to live once again,I beg my soul to detach from the painThe sun is so high, but trust me, it will…

Prayer

Dear God Help me understand the difference between what is temporary and what is permanent And help me prioritize accordingly. Help me understand the difference between what is genuine and what is superficial And help me appreciate accordingly. Help me understand the difference between what is in my hand and what is not in my…

One day…

One day I will be free of the love… Just as I was free of the hate. One day I will learn to live again… Just as my heart was so desperate to abate. One day the sky will be blue somehow As the thunder storms within me take a bow… One day the chariots…

The Dark Road

I know you walk a dark, dark road But please let me ask you one thing While you stoop under that invisible load How can you know, your eyes are so very closed  How do you know, “for sure” it is really so dark? If you only allowed yourself to open your eyes,  And when…