The trees always smile…

Someone once told me The trees always smile you see… They don’t lie, they don’t hate, They don’t cry, they don’t berate Standing tall, standing short Rooted in one place unafraid to rot, Someone once told me The trees always smile you see… Shades of brown, green, yellow and black Fifty shades of grey is…

You

You are my most cherished dream, A safe haven, an escape from the evil realm You are my most terrifying nightmare I am certain you were never aware You made me believe I deserved love A belief that made me soar high above But then went ahead and broke my heart A conclusion I knew…

The Storm

He removed the feathers off her wings He challenged her intellect, she no longer sings He betrayed her hope, her every desire Till her heart broke, then burnt in fire Beware, be very aware the storm is coming… His eyes had a gaze that lied to her His words had a knife that pierced through…

The Dark Road

I know you walk a dark, dark road But please let me ask you one thing While you stoop under that invisible load How can you know, your eyes are so very closed  How do you know, “for sure” it is really so dark? If you only allowed yourself to open your eyes,  And when…

Silver lining…

The bright sun suddenly bright no more The blue skies suddenly blue no more  Clouds seem to come and go as they please The sun can only peek once a while, not to displease. Dark shadows loom larger than life, I don’t know why One by one, erratic lightening crack up a twilight sky I…

I am…

I am dark, destitute in my emotion I am queer, a prostitute in my affliction I am chained, a soul with no heart and no dignity I am madness personified, cheating my own morality. I prefer to be hated, tortured and absolutely nothing less I want you to crush me, stab me and be painfully…

My Mind…

My mind is obscure, profoundly impure My heart is tormented, silent, insecure My breathing is challenged with particles of misery Searching desperately… salvation is a mystery Yet, when I am with you …when I am with you, yes when I am with you… My heart sees clarity, with unparalleled purity Your eyes, your smile, your…

I Don’t Know

I don’t know where to start I don’t know where to begin I know the end is only the beginning But I don’t know where to begin… My thoughts tell me to run away My body insists on staying this way The more I tell myself to believe The more I let my past relieve……

What happens next…

A glimpse in to my mind tormented by depression perhaps can help someone realize they are not alone…