I look at my face

In a cracked mirror,

Why does it send down

An unexpected shiver?

You agreed to give

Your whole life to her,

Yet, when it was my turn,

You gave just a sliver.

I ask myself,

A million questions

All the answers seem to

Give me mixed reactions.

I keep begging my mind

To stop thinking all the time.

Was I not enough,

Were my words too rough?

I am not a fairy,

But I have a tale to tell …

I sore high with an illusion

But only to derail.

I tend to hallucinate, I fascinate,

I repeat the same template.

He told me not to overrate,

Trust me, love won’t liberate.

But I just wanted to believe,

That I too deserved love.

Many beautiful hours to relive

Between the two of us, my love …

Is it so hard to admit,

My emotions had a time limit.

You asked me if I wanted

To be a mother, after all

As if that lone desire

Would make an order so tall.

I live in this fantastical world,

Where I am beyond hurt and pain

Where the sun shines in rainbow colors,

And the wind sings in the rain.

I walk on many roads,

Uncertain which leads to my destination.

I have held many hands

Unsure of their true intention …

Each time brings a new hope,

Each moment brings a new dream.

A smile, a kiss, a forgotten promise …

I ask God, where’s my justice?

Broken mirrors don’t lie

Broken hearts don’t cry

The things I’ll tell myself to pacify

Of all the mistakes I couldn’t rectify.

With a pensive mood I’ll walk a mile,

A frightened soul and a broken smile.